Obsession

So I wish that someone could help me understand my addiction to this whole "Twilight" series. (Thanks a lot Angie and Jessica for the introduction..... :) ). But like many of you, I, too, have wasted far too much time reading the books and, I have to admit, have even borrowed them "book on CD" from the library and listened to them after reading through them all. I've seen all the trailers and have a favorite ( the one where they are climbing a tree-even though that is so not even part of the book.....) So what's the deal?!!! I vow NOT to see it opening night because I truly don't want to admit that I am as obsessive as others. I know that I can wait to see it but know that I will have to see it in the theaters. I laugh at Jeremy for "having to see" Lord of the Rings or Star Wars in the theaters. But for me it isn't the "big screen experience" more than I can't wait until it comes out on DVD. It's almost sick that I know that I am already going to get the DVD and haven't even seen the movie yet. Is something wrong with me? I don't feel like I am an obsessive person so what's my obsessiveness over Twilight. I actually, as I've listened to them on CD, think that Bella is quite annoying........Ugh...It isn't even real! So for any of you who can enlighten me on this subject, PLEASE do so. Also for those who are brave enough to hold out until after opening day/week, I'll go with you....